Sun, like a big lightbulb in the sky. It's warm, bright. Sun, like a bee, busy and noisy, that's the author of this blog. Why she called herself as SUN? Ask her dad.. This is her first name that her dad given to her.
'Siu Sotong', means 'Small Squid'. This is the name that her housemates used to call her. In Malaysia or Singapore, most of the people call squid as 'sotong'. The funny thing is they reckon that sotong is always blur. She's blur.. Blur like sotong.. And her body size is the smallest in the house.. Can you see the linkage? This 'Siu Sotong' are not lonely, 'Sotong Ma' (Mother of Squid) and 'Tai Sotong' (Big Squid) have the same kind of funny name too! Yeap, that sounds silly but three of them enjoy their 'family life' in Brum for 2 years (sept 02 - sept 04).. :)
you were sneezin hard.. looked tired.. i so feel like to show my concern to you.. at this moment, i still care a lot for you.. i bet you don't know that.. but i just stopped myself from showin that to you. am i right? or wrong? although, i should still care for you even as a friend.. but i just don't want myself get involve on everythin about you too much.. just in case i couldn't control my own feelin.
this is consider good self-control? yes? no? i don't know.. but i'm sorry for my selfishness.. i just have to do that.
saw this sweet picture when i was surfin net earlier.. it reminds me of joe. i remembered there was one time.. it was after my birthday outin in.. 2004? we coincidentally bumped into each other when i was havin drinks with sotong fam at arcadia in chinatown birmingham. i and him saw each other from far table.. he then came over my table after some eye contacts.. we had a few drinks and went off together.. just like the picture, it was a windy cold night. he wrapped me up with his big trech coat. the tiny me just hide inside his trench coat, in front of his warm chest.. we were so sweet bein together that night.. missin it.
went to T's house and countdown (but didn't really count) with her. good thing i have T to talk to me all night.. and invited me to her house for the sour pork chop. although i don't really enjoy it (too much lime juice), but still, it tasted nice.. we had McD for breakfast, then she sent me all the way to Kranji.. had a good time with her. i can't imagine my life without her.. thanks T!!!
PS: first time visited the new jb custom... man, it's like an airport! very grand, nice. BUT! it's like a maze.. gotta walk for very very long inside... left and right, up and down before reachin the exit. gosh.. it's took me 15mins just to reach the exit. compared to the old one, which is less than a minute, this one is too much.. wasting my time.. aggrrhhhh..
after the catch up, somehow, i feel... very sad. probably it's because i know nothin will happen between us.. or, probably, i know you are interested in someone else.. and i think the main reason that make me sad is, i'll really have to let go of you by end of this year.. as decided. i don't know what, and why i'm still holdin on.. sigh...
the first time i heard this song... and i know i'm gonna love it for long... sooooooo niceeeeeee....! heard from NN that the book is nice. i'm gonna watch the movie! hope that it's equally good =]
