you were sneezin hard.. looked tired.. i so feel like to show my concern to you.. at this moment, i still care a lot for you.. i bet you don't know that.. but i just stopped myself from showin that to you. am i right? or wrong? although, i should still care for you even as a friend.. but i just don't want myself get involve on everythin about you too much.. just in case i couldn't control my own feelin.

this is consider good self-control? yes? no? i don't know.. but i'm sorry for my selfishness.. i just have to do that.